I'm so tired during the weekends, had duty on friday night till saturday morning,...reached home and slept for 4 hours, after which i had to go for the NDP 1st combined rehearsal, overall i got to see what's going to happen on the actual day itself. As memories flashed back...the members whom i used to hang out with, one of them smsed me. This is what she replied "ken...just wanna ask u that we are terribly sorry for what we had done to u, i know u can't bear the pain that we hurt u so much...we had been deceived by him, now we trust u more, we realised our mistakes...will u please forgive us?" Eventually i never replied her back. After so much thinking, should i still stick with them or not? but i couldn't care less about them, the pain is still so much to bear...although i was with my ndp cluster members, the smile and happiness that i've shown on my face was indeed fake.